[Longing Heart] Subtitles by DramaFever
Mr. Kang?
Is this a dream?
You gave me a piggyback ride like this back then, too.
Right, Mr. Kang?
No.
Look at me properly.
I'm not Mr. Kang, your teacher.
There was...
so much that I wanted to do for you back then.
And there was so much that I wanted to say to you back then!
But, because I was your teacher...
I had to hold myself back so much!
So, do you really think...
that I want to hear you call me that again?
But...
You are my teacher, though.
I told you, I'm not!
Hmph.
Just...
say that you are!
This is my dream, anyway.
Fine.
Do it, then.
Call me your teacher.
See?
You are Mr. Kang, after all.
I really, really wanted to see you...
Mr. Kang.
But...
isn't this our old school?
This is just like that day.
The day that I transferred to this school.
But you're not wearing a skirt today.
Thankfully.
Can't we go to the classroom, too?
Sure.
Do everything that you want to do.
She's not back yet.
Where did those two go?
Wow, what's this?
I bet this is where that flower bouquet guy sits.
Huh?
What the...
How many women is he seeing that he has this many rings?
I don't know, either. How should I know?
Yeah, of course I came back to the hospital. What else could I do?
Am I supposed to go to the spot where she's meeting up with her friends?
Coming here?
Well, I don't know. It seems to have been futile, honestly.
I mean...
I dragged her here so she could get some rest in between working
but Han Ji Soo is still a workaholic, as ever.
No way. How could I give up now?
I've only liked Han Ji Soo for the past ten years.
Yeah, yeah. I'm an idiot.
But still, I won't be the kind of idiot who'll let her get stolen from me.
By anyone.
All right. Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday.
Okay.
Who is it this time?
Oh, just someone. She's someone you know.
Is it Doctor Oh Young Joo from the plastic surgery department?
Yeah.
Aren't you tired of dating so incessantly?
You're only nice to me when I'm dating someone.
I'd be so much nicer to you, if only you didn't say things like this.
How's this one?
I think this one is the prettiest.
This is different from what she told me.
Ow!
Ow, damn it!
Do you want to leave now, if you're tired?
Mr. Kang.
Want me to tell you a secret?
What is it?
A long time ago...
when we were trapped in the classroom because of that fire...
You have your phone, right? Give it to me. I'll call someone.
I don't have my cellphone.
To be honest, back then...
I did have my phone.
I didn't know that.
Now...
that I've told you a secret...
can't you grant me a wish?
What wish?
Tell me that...
one more time.
It's all right.
Just like you did before.
That it's all right...
because I'm here now.
The mere fact that you're in front of me now...
And tell me that's more than good enough.
That's more than good enough.
Tell me that...
just one more time.
Just one more time.
Huh?
This is the ring that I picked up for her.
Did Flower Bouquet buy this one for her?
This...
isn't a ring that Flower Bouquet bought her.
I bought this for her.
What's this?
Isn't this a women's ring?
Um, yeah! It's for you.
I bought it to give to you.
Why are you taking it, then? If it's mine, give it to me.
Huh?
I’m going to see if it fits me.
I definitely gave this to Mom.
So how...
does Ji Soo have this?
It's okay.
It'll be okay.
It would be so nice...
if I could turn back time.
A chilly breeze that blew into my heart.
The periphery of those eyes
that turned a fiery red before the truth.
It may have been that, at that moment...
I innately felt what my true fate was.
My true fate, which I had been unable to avoid.
How did I get back here last night?
Maybe it's just another ring that looks similar?
What are the chances that Ji Soo would have the same ring...
that I bought back then?
Did you sleep well?
Yes.
Um, did your teacher bring me back here yesterday, by any chance?
No, I brought you back.
And Mr. Kang took Mr. Min Seok home.
Oh, really?
Oh yeah, I had something to ask you, Deok Goo.
What is it?
A patient that I treated in Seoul sent me a text
but I don't understand what they wrote.
What does this say?
Um...
[U no u ha da pretst face in world, Doc?] Did they write to you in a secret code?
You don't know, either?
But you're a high schooler, just like this patient!
"You do the best face the world, Doc." (Means "you're pretty")
"Do I admit that? Yeah, I admit that."
"Real facts. Impossible to refute."
And who the hell is this?
What does he mean, "you do the best face?"
I'm not a plastic surgeon, though.
I'm an orthopedic surgeon.
This is a plastic surgery ward, right?
Then, are orthopedic surgeons the ones who make the "best faces?"
I can't understand the lingo that kids use nowadays.
Hah!
Why are you talking about them like that when you're a School Luncher, too?
What's a "school luncher?"
Just wait until later when you'll have to wrestle with
the other school lunchers for 12 hours.
Then you'll learn all of their lingo.
Ugh, I don't want to go to school.
You have no choice but to go, if you don't want to end up broke.
Ugh, you!
I don't want to hear that from you, when you've been cutting school all this time.
But, um, why did you tell me to tell Ji Soo
that I brought her back here yesterday?
Shin Woo.
I'm sorry.
I want her to think that it was all really a dream
and forget about it all.
At any rate, don't forget about what I told you, and look into it for me.
You have to do something to repay me for your hospital fee!
Do you know how many months' worth of my paycheck you're using up right now?
Ugh, all right, already!
I'll be going now.
See you later!
And don't cut school to go somewhere else, you hear?
Here.
So, did you have fun yesterday?
It felt as if I went back in time to ten years ago.
But I think I drank way too much.
I bet you were calling out that teacher's name again, then.
You always say your old homeroom teacher's name when you get drunk.
It makes me so jealous.
I just really want to visit him.
But I can't find him, no matter how hard I try.
You didn't really spend your birthday alone yesterday, did you, Senior?
Are you kidding me?
It took an hour just for me to blow out the candles.
The girls that I was with just kept singing happy birthday over and over!
I knew that would be the case, which was why I didn't go.
But in exchange, you have to give me two presents.
I'll give you three. Three.
So all of that is just an act, huh?
All right, then.
Then I'll put on an act, too.
About those three presents, though.
Can one of them be a promise you make to me?
What kind of promise?
When I tell you the time and place
you have to come and see me no matter what
no matter who you may be with, no questions asked.
I'll use this favor on a day that I really need you.
All right.
It's a promise, then!
Doctor.
I like you.
Hey, High Schooler.
Was your name Deok Goo, or something?
There's a long line for this doctor here
so if we line all those guys up by age, oldest to youngest
you'll never get a turn with her.
I have no idea what you mean.
The person I like isn't her...
but you.
Me?
Yes.
So, you want to be a doctor when you grow up?
That's what you're saying, right?
Not a doctor, exactly.
But it'll be similar in the sense that people will refer to me with respect.
Then, what you meant when you said that you liked me
was that you respect me or admire me, right?
I guess... you could say that I admire you, yes.
How could you say "I like you" to another man so nonchalantly?
You scared me!
I've done it once before.
What?
Don't worry about it.
Ugh, seriously?
Wait, so, what was it that you were curious about?
Um...
Do you have to go study abroad, no matter what
if you want to be a doctor?
I know that Doctor Han Ji Soo studied abroad.
Oh, nah.
Ji Soo only attended high school in the U.S.
and went to college in Korea with me.
If you even attended college with her too, then...
Six, seven... eight years?
Ugh.
If she was going to stop studying abroad so soon
why did she go? Do you know?
I don't know.
I just know that she didn't want to.
Her parents probably forced her to go abroad.
Forced her?
And... nothing happened to her when she was in college?
Hey, Squirt.
Something significant happens each and every day of med school.
Then...
do you know why Doctor Han Ji Soo never came back here once, for all those years?
Hey, I'm curious about that myself.
I wonder why she refused to talk about Garam Island at all, for all this time.
I think it may be because she can't ride on boats that she didn't come here.
Doctor Han Ji Soo... can't ride on boats?
Yeah.
So she suffered quite a lot when we were on our way here.
Hey, Deok Goo.
Do you want to be with Han Ji Soo when you grow up, or something?
It's too bad, though, because I'm the first one in line for her.
She'll be off the market before you've even finished growing up.
Hang in there, though. Good luck.
I'm plenty grown.
And you should take another look. There's someone else who's first in line.
At any rate, thank you.
Oh yeah.
If you didn't study abroad, you probably didn't go to the army yet.
Oh, goodness!
Hang in there, though. Good luck!
Ugh, that little--
The way he pisses me off really reminds me of someone.
Ugh, that bastard.
Well? Did you look into it?
Yes. I don't think anything too significant happened.
But apparently...
Ji Soo...
can't ride on boats.
Have you heard that?
I haven't.
Boats?
Well, at any rate, all right.
I'll take one day of your hospital stay off your debt.
Okay.
Boats?
I heard that Ji Soo came to Garam Island.
How did you know that, Na Hee?
Geon Deok told me.
- Geon Deok did? - Yeah.
You keep in touch with Geon Deok, Na Hee?
Well, yeah, of course we keep in touch!
He's my disciple too, after all!
What, you got a problem with that?
What? I didn't say anything!
What is your problem?
Oh, Shin Woo.
Answer this question for me, as a man.
How much of a man's words can I really trust?
Why? Are you dating someone right now, Na Hee?
Dating? As if!
This is all because of that bastard, Kang Shin Woo!
- Huh? - You know, your old homeroom teacher!
The bastard that ran off with my car!
What do you mean, ran away?
That's not fair of you to say that.
I heard you got your car back.
Yeah, but he ran off, never to be seen again!
What? "You'll see me so much that you'll be sick of me?"
He said that, and then disappeared!
Because of what he said, I just can't trust men's words anymore!
Looks like I can't escape his shadow, no matter where I go.
Oh yeah.
But you know, Na Hee.
It could be that he wasn't lying.
It could be exactly as he'd said.
What that man said, I mean.
What is he saying?
Ugh.
What's this? It's a hairpin!
Why are you giving me a gift, when you're the one who's graduating?
Teach.
Doesn't this look like a dog chew?
Now that you mention it, it kind of does, yeah.
Then, think of this as a dog chew
and if you ever go out drinking with a person, and they happen to be male
make sure you put this on before you go
while I'm away in Seoul.
And when you really, really want to chew on something
Don't bite down on anything else...
but this. This, okay?
Why, you little-- am I dog, huh?
Am I a dog? Hurry up and get out of here!
- Did you know, Teach? - Know what?
I like you.
I'm not your disciple anymore!
Ugh, no, no.
Choo Geun Deok.
Ms. Baek.
Why is it that you're always reading articles about Choo Geun Deok?
This is why you can't date anyone.
That little... ugh!
Ji Soo can't ride boats?
I've never heard about that.
Yeah, Min Seok.
Where are you?
Coffee!
What are you doing?
Huh?
Oh, Geun Deok gave me this.
He said that I have to take better care of my skin when I'm home.
Do you want one, too?
Ugh, no thanks.
- I have to head out. - Are you going somewhere?
I'm not making food anymore.
And I won't do the dishes, or do the laundry anymore, either.
And you have to watch the kids from now on, too.
Are those... divorce papers, by any chance?
It's my resume.
I'm going to go get a job.
A job? Where?
Where else? A hair salon, of course.
I even have my license, so it'd be a shame to let my talent go to waste.
So, um... give it a shot, if you want to.
Try doing what you want to do.
I'll make money for us.
So Ra.
But in exchange, all your money is mine if you make it big, got it?
You know that, right? I'll open my own salon.
But, um, So Ra.
Think about this carefully.
What do you mean?
I've always done the dishes, laundry, and child-rearing.
And all my money was always all yours from the start.
And it's not like anything here belongs to me.
I don't need anything else. All I need is you.
Is there a mask I can put on a mouth that says stupid things?
No, I didn't see anything like that.
What's this?
Who is it?
You're asking if something was off about Ji Soo ten years ago?
Yeah.
You were the one who saw Ji Soo last among us.
You gave me the book at my mom's funeral
telling me that Ji Soo wanted you to give it to me.
Oh, come to think of it, back then...
Ji Soo.
Min Seok.
What are you doing here? Why don't you go inside?
I can't bring myself to go in.
Give this to Shin Woo for me.
I didn't think about it back then since it was such a mess back then
but it was a bit strange, thinking about it now.
Why did she come all that way, only to leave?
Did Ji Soo say that something happened to her back then?
Or, have you heard anything about her?
I don't know.
Actually, back then...
on the day of your mother's accident...
What are you doing tomorrow? It's the weekend, after all.
Shall we all go hang out somewhere?
Oh, sorry.
I have to go to this thing tomorrow.
So, you're going to go study abroad, for sure?
No, I'm not going.
But, my parents said that they'll get off my case
if I just go to this event.
Thanks to that, I'll be able to take the ferry off this island.
Ji Soo was planning to leave the island that day?
Yeah.
So when I first heard about the ferry incident
I called Ji Soo first, because I thought something might have happened to her.
Then, do you know what time Ji Soo was planning to take the ferry?
Well no, I don't know that much.
But at any rate, she wasn't on the boat that sank
which is probably why Ji Soo is here now.
But why are you asking about the incident from back then, all of the sudden?
Oh, it's nothing.
Thanks.
You know, don't you?
Does Kang Shin Woo, by any chance...
still feel the same way?
Hey, Kang Shin Woo.
Do you really still like Han Ji Soo?
Yeah.
Hey, you idiot.
How could you say that
after what she did to us, and what she did to you?
She was well aware of the fact that your mother died
and yet she just left, without a word.
Without ever saying goodbye, or even asking how you were doing.
You were already suffering through so much
and yet, that bitch threw a bomb at you and left!
All right?
So...
she had no choice, and had to do such a thing
must have had such a hard time.
What?
Hey, Jang So Ra.
You know Han Ji Soo better than that, don't you?
You're taking a ferry off the island right now?
Yes, thank you.
Yeah.
There's something that I need to check up on.
I'll come right back, on the next ferry.
[Departure times: 5:00, 8:00, 11:00, 14:00, 17:00, 20:00]
All right.
But you know, Teach.
There's something that I find really odd--
What the...
ugh, he hung up without even hearing me out.
Are you an idiot? Where else will you find the answer?
The person in question is right next to you, after all.
She's not here, either.
Did she go somewhere?
This is definitely the ring that I bought.
Have Mom and Ji Soo...
met before?
Did you get home safely last night?
Yeah.
Did you come out because something happened?
I had a job interview nearby which is why I asked you to see me for a bit.
To be honest, I was a little happy when you called
and asked me to meet up with you.
I was worried that you'd refuse to ever see me again.
I'll be straight-up with you.
Seeing you, even now, makes me so pissed.
Even now, seeing you makes me angry and makes me feel betrayed.
Was it so hard to just say goodbye to us?
Okay, fine. Let's say you had no choice but to leave in a rush.
Then, was it so hard to contact us just once after you'd left?
Did we mean that little to you?
I'm really sorry.
All right.
I'm done venting now.
I finally feel better.
I think I kept it pretty short
considering the fact that I've wanted to say this for 10 years now.
Because of Kang Shin Woo.
So make sure you apologize to Kang Shin Woo, too.
Shin Woo?
He always makes me into the bad one.
It was like that 10 years ago, and it's still that way now.
Here I am, whining because I was upset.
And yet, he was going through such excruciating pain
but he prioritized your well-being above his.
That's how he was to you.
Didn't he say anything to you yesterday, either?
Yesterday?
Shin Woo took you back yesterday, after all.
It's all right.
I have no idea what happened to you...
or why you feel remorseful toward me.
I don't know yet.
But if that's something that is tormenting you...
just forget about it all.
Don't remember it...
and don't recall it, either.
Because, no matter what it may be...
I'll do it all for you.
It's okay for you...
to just be at ease.
Oh, here.
We still have it.
Thank you.
[Study Abroad Info Session Time: September 30th, 2007 at 3 p.m.]
If the info session was at 3 p.m....
does that mean she almost got on the 2 p.m. boat, on that day?
On the boat...
that Mom had been on?
Who is it this time?
Who made you cry this time, Doctor?
Where is...
your teacher, right now?
Is it because of my teacher?
Did he say something to you?
What happened?
What's wrong?
Because I like him.
Because...
Because I like your teacher.
I like our teacher, Mr. Kang.
But...
I mustn't like him.
What...
do you mean by that?
Why mustn't you like him?
This ring is yours, isn't it?
Does it have something to do with this?
This ring...
is the reason why...
I can't like your teacher.
Where is...
Shin Woo, right now?
I'd like a ticket for the 2 o'clock ferry, please.
Ji Soo!
I waited until the morning...
ten years ago...
on the day before I left...
on Firefly Bridge.
I was hoping that...
you'd see my note, and come.
But when you didn't show up...
I knew...
that I'd hoped that you wouldn't come...
from the very beginning.
That causing you to hurt as well would be too cruel of me.
And I decided that I'd live the rest of my life being miserable.
I thought doing that would allow me to atone for what I did to you.
But I think all of that was a lie.
It was just that I was scared that you'd find out.
But now...
I really don't think I can do this.
What... is this?
Your mother's keepsake.
I'm sorry, Shin Woo.
I'm so sorry...
that I'm the one alive in front of you right now.
What do you mean by that?
Your mother died...
because of me.
What... do you mean?
Why is it your fault...
that my mom passed away?
On the day of the accident...
I met your mother.
Right here.
Well, I don't know.
I think it'll be around dinnertime by the time I get back from the info session.
What are you doing today, So Ra?
You're meeting up with Min Seok?
All right, call me when you part ways with Min Seok.
Oh yeah, don't text me.
My screen is broken, so I won't be able to read it.
The 2 o'clock ferry, please.
Should I ask Shin Woo to meet up with us, too?
Oh, but I don't know his number.
I should've memorized it.
Excuse me, Student.
You're my Shin Woo's classmate, right?
Yes.
Oh, are you Shin Woo's mother?
Oh, yes, Miss.
I'm Shin Woo's mother.
You can use informal speech with me, ma'am.
I'm Shin Woo's friend, after all.
Shall I do that, then?
There's still some time, so do you want me to buy you a beverage?
It's raining too, after all.
Oh, um, yes.
All right, let's go this way.
My Shin Woo is always late for school, and isn't good at studying.
Quite pathetic, isn't he?
No.
He's very athletic, kind, and considerate.
I've never met a friend as nice as Shin Woo, even back in Seoul.
He's my favorite of all my friends.
Really?
By the way, where are you headed right now?
Oh.
Here.
Are you leaving to study abroad?
I'm just going to listen to what they have to say about it.
Oh.
But, hey, um...
did Shin Woo contact you yesterday, by any chance?
Shin Woo?
Oh, my phone is broken, so...
Oh.
But, where are you headed, Ma'am?
Oh, me?
Well, I...
I'm visiting someone since they're ill.
But they said that they're all sold out of tickets.
Oh, but I really have to go.
This is bad. What should I do?
Would you like my ticket, then?
Really? Is that okay?
I have no intention of going to study abroad, anyway.
I don't need to go.
Here you go.
All right, thanks. Then...
Um... here.
I'll give you this in exchange for the ticket.
Oh gosh, it fits you perfectly!
This is too generous of a gift to accept in exchange for the ticket.
Then, can you do me a favor?
Can you get your phone fixed as soon as you leave from here?
My... cellphone?
Yeah.
Oh, I'll be going since the ferry is leaving now.
It was really difficult to fix this. Don't drop this again!
- It's all fixed? - Yes.
Thank you.
[I have something to tell you, Ji Soo.]
[I'll wait for you at Firefly Bridge at 1 p.m. tomorrow.]
Yes, I'm Shin Woo's homeroom teacher.
His mother is home right now, correct?
Oh, Mom went out.
Where did she go?
She said she was going to meet with you.
You said you were going to a hospital off the island yesterday.
So she went to take the ferry.
N-no.
That ferry...
that ferry is going to get into an accident!
Just a second.
Hello?
- Where are you right now, Kang Shin Woo? - Mr. Kang?
I asked you where you are right now!
What's the matter? Is something the matter?
Mom is...
our mom is in danger.
Pardon?
Our mom is in danger!
"Our" mom?
What's the matter?
What happened to your mom?
It's nothing.
But I think I'll need to go for now.
Let's talk about this again after I get back.
I'll call you.
Shin Woo! Shin Woo!
I saw your mom...
not too long ago.
I found out after that
that the ferry that I was going to take had sunk.
Do you get it now?
The person who was supposed to have been on that boat that day...
was me.
If I just hadn't given your mother my ferry ticket...
if I hadn't done that...
so...
don't you ever forgive me.
Just hate me and despise me.
And when you get tired of hating me...
just forget everything.
I'll live my life forever remembering this.
Subtitles by DramaFever
[Longing Heart]
Didn't you treasure that book more than anything else?
I'm going to put it away since I'm never going to read it again.
Aren't you leaving me alone too much?
- Did you see Ji Soo? - I'm looking at her.
Right now.
Because she won't eat, and she spends all her time in the ER.
Hang out with me for just one day, Doctor.
You want to make it so that Ji Soo can leave Garam Island?
I once had a friend.
But I wasn't able to say what I wanted to say to her, and we were separated here.
I just don't get it.
Don't you like Ji Soo?
I was happy to have met you, Mr. Kang
because I found out that I'd become a pretty decent adult.
I'm going to go back to the year 2007.
You're looking there, and the spot over there is empty.
So you'll go stand there.
But then, she'll catch your eye.
So Shin Woo stands over here.
She looks mysterious while she's sleeping.
There you go.
Enter here.
When we go back in there, keep your mouth shut and don't say anything unnecessary!
It's these down times where you say unnecessary things.
Edit.
Make sure you wriggle around a little.
Cue!
I know up to the 12 times table.
Six times eight?
Oh, um, up to the 10 times table.
Ow!
We did it a lot.
If you're wrong, I get to hit you.
- Okay. - Really?
Oh!
- Really? - Yeah, come here.